the tutor in the study thinger had given us a sheet of paper to fill in the amount of hours we spend on this and that, and she'll tell us individually what's wrong with your time mangement. y'know, the typical stuff. there was a question asking what i wanted more time doing. i wrote that i wanted more time to spend with my friends cause i was afraid we'd drift away. she actually laughed at that. i knitted my brows and looked away from her.

then she asked me how i study at home. i said i nid to be with other people who are also studying. that way i wont talk and be focused on my work. i added in that i'm planning to get together with my friend [was talking about jon] since he studies in the hols too. i said he was intelligent and i could ask him questions. the first thing she said was, "your boyfriend ar?" i wapped my forehead and said no immediately. she looked at me, and asked, "then? who is he to you?" i decided to diam not argue. people who arent clear about my relationship with jon always jump to the conclusion that we're together. its always that same conclusion.

i get peeved whenever someone says he's my boyfriend. i mean, havent they heard about two people of the different sex being good friends? well in my case he's my best friend. i know all that yadda yadda yadda that lovers usually come from best friends, but come on.

anw, today's a sad, sad day. i wont be able to think on the bus home while i blast my music anymore. thats when i get really focused on my thoughts in spite of the music blaring in my ear. today's the second last day and i haven't even drawn up my timetable!! i'm probably digging my own grave.

christmas is coming and no job! wa.. i'm in for trouble this year.. why?? why me??